I know the feeling of "grasping" for things very well. I also know the unhappiness it brings. Wanting for things that you don't have, only causes the feeling of "lack" in your life. When you find yourself focusing on things that you don't have, stop and contemplate everything you do have.. I am sure that for each thing that you think you want, there is something more important that you already have, something God has blessed you with, because God provides all of our needs. The only thing that you could possibly not have enough of in your life is God. Maybe when you feel you are lacking in something, it is time to take a look for God. Spending time with God will fill any void you might feel in your life. Thank You, Jesus. Malachi 1: 2, 5 "I have loved you, says the Lord." "Your own eyes shall see it and you will say, "Great is the Lord!" Proverbs 21: 17 "One who loves pleasure will suffer want."