Psalm 56:9
"My wanderings You have counted, my tears are stored in Your flask; are they not recorded in Your book?"

There is never a time in my life that I was not learning; learning something of God, or God showing me something of myself. It can be a painful journey, one filled with self-doubt,(wondering if I will ever learn my life lessons), or self-doubt in my faith and trust in God. Just know that it cannot be done alone, and even when you may be feeling separated from God, do not let go of His hand; do not turn away, no matter what. God is always here for you, no matter what you have done, no matter how badly you stumbled, He is here, loving you and awaiting your return.
My trials and temptations, my stumbling's, are all a part of me, and I KNOW God loves me, as He sent His Son Jesus to heal me and save me from all I do wrong or the things I fail to do. I want Jesus to be leading me and saving me, this is my choice. I want to learn to love as Jesus does, as I know His way is the best way. So I ask this in Jesus' name, for all of us. Amen