Whoever said "the calm is right before the storm" or "it is darkest before dawn", knows the anguish of "hitting rock bottom"; Where the only place to go is up. Yet, even in the "darkest hour" if you think of Jesus, you will feel hope, a sense of Light, because as you hold to Jesus' promise to never abandon you, you can feel the comfort of His love. So there is truly no reason for complete despair when you have Jesus. Sure things you have to go through may be very difficult, but to know that you WILL make it through because of Jesus, is cause for rejoicing. Feel the peace Jesus promises you as you cast your cares upon Him. Find rest in Jesus. (Matt. 11: 28-30)
Be grateful that you know Jesus as your personal Savior and all is well.
PTL